Why’d you have to hurt me like that?
I’m more upset at the fact I can’t be with you because of how you hurt me than the actual pain you’ve caused
I use to love this one picture of us…
Just the sight of it causes immense pain now
Why’d you have to go
I watch how you throw those heartfelt words around
Each time I hear you say them to another
It reminds me even more
How little they meant when you said them to me
I don’t know why I am missing you so much. You mean nothing to me. I haven’t thought about you in months. Why is it you’re the only thing in my mind. Feelings of missing you pierce my heart. I find myself only wanting to speak to you. Telling myself I’ll only feel better if I talk to you. Why do I feel like you’re the one who will understand me right now when you barely ever did. I miss you so much. It’s painful to believe you don’t feel the same..
Ever feel attacked by memories? Good and bad ones. You see them right in front of you as you are watching like a bystander on how good and bad your life has been. It replays over and over like it’s happening again and again